TPR chap 49- love hurts!

Hello sheelloooooooooooooooo another Sunday Sundae for your reading pleasure. I hope you are enjoying the current track. Sighs….and torment…relationships are such hard work! We are always getting the wrong end of the stick with the ones we love..but making up is sweet right? Do comment love to read and reply ;)) Heading towards 65K Dang Hot! WOW when I started this blog I didnt think it would get anywhere much but you guys have always supported me so a BIG thank you to you all!

I am nothing, if you are not there.” Jane.

Chapter 49


Standing in the middle of the large room he focused. He focused his mind, trying to blank out the pain, mistrust and restlessness. But it would not leave him. Furious with himself he started his kata, every move stiff full of anger and hurt. The pace he set was fast and furious. Arms and legs moving with grace and maximum efficiency, even thought his mind was turbulent his body knew the moves.


She watched from a distance. Silvery light from the moon danced around the room. Diaphanous white curtains fluttered in the light breeze looking like doves in flight. She felt her heart thump so loud she was sure he could hear it. Its wild staccato beat threatening to overwhelm her. She wanted to reach out and touch him and yet she was glued to the spot where she stood, watching him like this took her breath away. She still couldn’t believe that he was hers. Her Maan.


There was such an untamed air about him tonight. This was Maan, primitive, male, wild. His usual tight control stripped by the intensity of his emotions. Every signal he was sending out said don’t come near me in volumes. His eyes so dark and intense, his jaw set, his posture rigid, he was building a restricted zone around himself that few would dare to even think about crossing, but she had come down to get him to talk to her and she wasn’t about to run away.


Stepping out into the hall she stood facing him.


Breathing hard he stilled and started at her so hard she reeled and almost stepped back form it.


Geet! Chale jawo yaha se! Get lost!” His sentence all but vibrated with fury.


Barefoot, and wearing her white salwar khameez, she looked all pink and flushed from the shower. Her skin glowed, his fingers itched to stroke its petal softness and stroke through the damp wet hair that was making wet trails across her chest, resisting the temptation he clenched his fists.


No.” her quiet but firm response infuriated him.


Meine kaha GO away Geet!” he stepped towards her like a vengeful god giving his victim a last chance before he attacked.


That’s the trouble with you Geet, you just don’t know when to back off.”


And that’s the trouble with you Maan is that you know there was nothing else I could have done but you still feel I was in the wrong.”


He moved so fast grabbing her from the upper arms and pushing her back none to gently against a wall.


Haan! And why shouldn’t I feel that way?” Blazing his eyes pinned her for an answer.


I couldn’t go against daadima’s wishes.” His fingers bit into her soft flesh but she didn’t feel the physical pain, it was the pain in his eyes that had her shaking.


But you didn’t care a jot about your husbands!”


Maan!” Her eyes intense, she dared him to say that again. Her look stripped him bare daring him to deny what he knew she felt for him, for him to throw her love back in her face, she saw him clench his jaw and reign back his temper.


Losing himself in her eyes for a second he almost gave in. No! He turned away from her flinging her back against the wall as if he were discarding her, he completely turned his back on her.


No! Geet you will not use your pleading eyes on me again. And neither will I succumb to the allure of your charming body.” Even as he said it his own screamed for release.


How can you bring what’s between us into this!” Her outraged gasp queried as she moved to stand in front of him again. She pushed against his chest testing his control to the limit. She would not let him slink away back into his own grief. Because she realised that’s what it was now. The grief of finding out that all this time his father had been alive but never once in all these years had he sought Maan out. Pushing him against the wall she would not let him look away from her, her fingers dug into the latent strength of his fired up muscles pushing at him, her body blocking him from moving away.


Because its true! You deliberately used your body to keep in ensnared under its sensual spell, that I lost sight of what is going on behind my back in my own house.”


Shocked to core at his words she reeled back from him as if stung. Her amber eyes searched his face but it was unrelenting.


Maan, that’s not true and and you know it. Between us there is nothing but love. W….when I am in your arms I forget everything, nothing else matters. When..” her face flamed… “when you are making love to me I can’t even think, Maan all I can do is feel. All I can feel is the love between us. You have taken me to a such a special place, a place where nothing else exists but us, just us.”


For him it was the same. But he was not going to go there. He had every right to feel this way.


I said to you that there would be NO secrets between us! And yet!” Anger coursed through him again, he pushed her out of the way, hearing her body hit the wall with a thump and strode out, angry with her, angry with himself, angry at everything.


Maan! You cant run from this, you have to understand!”


But he didn’t even turn around. She had tried so hard to make him understand, but he just wasn’t listening. Heart breaking she ran barefoot out of the room not knowing where, not caring where. She knew he was so caught up in his grief but how could he just reject what they had together so easily. She had made him her world and thought she was his. Did he really think that she had used her love to ensnare him in a sensual spell.


Unconsciously her footsteps led to the terrace. She gazed at the perfect crescent that hung high in the sky and wept, only a few months ago he had so lovingly held her in his arms on the ornate swing, they had planned their lives together. Walking towards it she stumbled on a loose tile, the small cut oozed but she ignored it, the physical pain was nothing compared to her heart breaking.


Had she really done something so unforgivable? Curling up on the swing she cried out into the cool emptiness of the night.



He stalked back towards their room taking the stairs two at a time to find daadima knocking on it.


Maan beta? Where is Geet? I want to talk to her.”


She is downstairs.” He said gruffly.


Maan! Why are you so angry with her? If anybody, you should be angry with me!” Her eyes homed in on his grim expression.


Leave it daadima, I don’t want to talk about it.” He really didn’t need this right now.


Nahi Beta! This is not right. Geet is not to blame and I want you to get that into your brain. Sometimes you let your stubbornness lead you down a path that leads nowhere. Until Geet came into your life I had lost hope of you ever finding love, but that girl, she changed everything. She loves you with her body and soul, there is not a bad bone in her body. Whatever she had done has always been for you. She even put her life in danger when she thought there was the slightest chance that Pandey would have hurt you. You seem to have forgotten that so easily? And because I asked her not to tell you she respected my wishes, is that such a crime? She loves and respects me, would you want it any other way? Don’t keep pushing her away and punishing her for something that is not even her fault.”


Giving him a glare that reminded him where he got his stubbornness from, Savitridevi walked off leaving him to stand there and stew.


He glared after her, now they were both ganging up on him! Muttering curses under his breath he strode into his room and headed for the shower twisting the lever viciously to icy cold.


The sharp cold spray cooled his body and and his mind. Geet’s eyes haunted him, the pleading heartbroken look in them as he had left her burned in his ice cold brain now. He stood under its punishing flow playing back the last few days and wondered if he had been too harsh with Geet. Yes, she had lied to him by omission but as daadima said she had wanted to tell him the truth but daadima had stopped her. And they had both done it to save him heartache.


Leaning against the wall he took a deep and much needed breath. He had been so wrapped up in own his hurt he had not seen the pain she had been through, yesterdays bout of crying, her efforts to show and tell him how much she loved him all came flooding back to him in a rush. She had known this news would devastate him and tried to save him from the hurt as much as she could. As always she had thought of him first even knowing that he would be incensed with her.


Guilt gnawed at his gut.


Switching the shower off he snagged a towel and padded to back to the room fully intending to say sorry but she wasn’t there. Glancing at the clock he frowned, it had been almost an hour since he had left her downstairs, it was late, where had she gone?’ Damn it why had he been so rough? Flinging her away like that she had almost bounced off the wall! He hadn’t even thought….what if she had been hurt? Was she lying in pain downstairs where he had left her? Grabbing his joggers he pulled them on and ran out of the room.


‘Geet!’ He ran to the outhouse but the place was empty, taking the stairs two at a time he checked out the bedroom to find it empty as well. Now he was really worried.


Where had she gone? He stood for a moment collecting his fearful thoughts and used logic. Sighing with relief as the solution came to him he walked towards the terrace.


He found her curled up on the swing fast asleep. The moonlight shone on her face pointing out the tear tracks that he had started, driving the nail deeper into his guilt. For a moment he stood just absorbing her beauty until he realised that she was cold, her skin had goosebumps all over it. Bending he lifted her into his arms and hugged her close. Her damp hair had made her khameez all wet making her shiver in his arms.


She snuggled closer to him seeking out his warmth as he carried her quietly back to their room. She had as usual fallen into a deep sleep, he knew not much would wake her now. Laying her on the bed he gently removed her wet top going to the cupboard to get a dry one but by the time he came back she was curled up tightly it was then he noticed the blood on the sheets and saw her foot was bleeding. Muttering curses he went to get a damp towel dabbing the cut clean. It didn’t look too bad so he put some ointment on it and left it to heal, gently pulling the covers over her. Her payal tinkled and his felt his heart rip she was wearing the one with the pearl drops. Hadn’t he said to her they reminded him of her tears?


Cursing himself he lay on the bed next to her without touching her. Not that he didn’t want to but he had to clear the air between them first. He had made her shed so many tears tonight. It was all because of his father. The man hadn’t even entered the house and already he was causing trouble in their lives. Brooding he stared darkly into her face, was this a warning of what was about to come?



30 responses to “TPR chap 49- love hurts!

  1. honeygrape

    April 21, 2013 at 11:13 am

    lovely lovely part…feeling bad for geet but at the same tym glad that maan is ready to talk to her 🙂 thanku for the lovvvvly part dear….waiting for the mornng after 🙂 this is one thing for which i wait for the week to end soooon….

    • janememe

      April 21, 2013 at 12:25 pm

      thankyou Honey ;)) I hope it came through as intense enough. Morning afters are always sweet haiiiiiiiiiii :))

  2. Annie Jose

    April 21, 2013 at 12:06 pm

    Marriage does not mean that one should give up their personal identity…Geet was justified in withholding the vital piece of information from Maan, her reasoning was justified…..Maan I feel is taking out his glad to see him step back and look at the situation from Geet’s POV, off course Dadima had to push him to do so, well thats a different matter altogether…moot point he did realise his mistake and took steps to rectify it…am looking forward to what happens when Geet wakes up and finds herself tucked in bed 3:-)

    • janememe

      April 21, 2013 at 12:26 pm

      OHO Annie what do u expect will happen? Chews nails :))

  3. Kathrina Phoenix(Dumas)

    April 21, 2013 at 1:07 pm

    Emotional update poor geet maan refused to listen to her loved that dadima told him geet was not at fault love the update glad he realized he needs to talk to her

    • janememe

      April 21, 2013 at 1:43 pm

      lets hope he can ;)) Thanks for your comment babes ;)))))))))))

  4. TeeJey-TJ

    April 21, 2013 at 1:27 pm

    Wrong thing to be said Maan… I can’t say who’s wrong over here… But Maan shudnt hv accused her of such thing…. :-/
    Continue soon Janey…. :-))
    I was wondering, u reached 49 parts… Next would be 50th…. Did u think, u wud reach till here…??? I wish u continue writin this as much as u can…. Love it very much….
    Once it’s completed, I’m gonna read I again…. :)) it’s just awesome…. :* ❤

    • janememe

      April 21, 2013 at 1:46 pm

      50 parts *faints* no I never thought it would get this far!! Writers diarrhoea lollllllllllll. I could have only got this far because all you guys are always there to encourage me. So thank you so much ;)) TJ you will have to put aside a lot of time hehehehhe to read it again ;))) Hugss!

      • TeeJey-TJ

        April 21, 2013 at 6:15 pm

        Well, I hv a lot of it… Don’t worry…
        I’ll get it out for it… Just tht, once it’s over, some it up in just 2 or 3 threads… Changing threads wud be a task… ;-P
        But as of now, I don’t want it to end…
        There’s still so much to write…
        I can see it going uptil 100 parts…. :))

      • janememe

        April 22, 2013 at 8:03 am

        not ending yet there is much to do yet so dont worry.Hugsss!

  5. naina

    April 21, 2013 at 1:50 pm

    awweee………in last part i felt bad for maan n in this part im feeling bad for geet………maan shouldnt have accused her…….but i dont think its his foult too as he said no secret between them…….but glad that maan understand n ready to talk to her…….plzzzzzzzzz yaar jane……jaldi se inn dono ka misunderstanding dur kardo……they need to be with each other strenght for upcoming strom.

    • janememe

      April 21, 2013 at 2:06 pm

      Naina itne jaaldi patch up kaara du? hmmmmmm strokes chin ;)))

  6. lynnkaur94

    April 21, 2013 at 3:37 pm

    Owh awesome update! the emotions and pain it was just brilliant

  7. anupamachem

    April 21, 2013 at 4:33 pm

    lovely update. As usual Maan in anger say or does such things which he regrets afterwards. Best part was “Her payal tinkled and his felt his heart rip she was wearing the one with the pearl drops”. I almost forgot about the payals but how appropriately you have used them here.

    • janememe

      April 22, 2013 at 8:02 am

      Anupma thanks :)) yes he is always fired up and ready to rock n roll! I love payals, its just sp them I feel. Thanks for your comments love to read them.

  8. Ramya

    April 21, 2013 at 9:33 pm

    Much ado nothing,Dust Danav

    • janememe

      April 22, 2013 at 8:06 am

      LOL Ramya little issues seem so HUGE sometimes when you are too close to them ;)))
      he defo is a dust danav!

  9. savitha.

    April 23, 2013 at 7:06 am all this missing threads in one blowing….please I beg u, don’t let ajeet & that anwar get into Khurana mansion..pleeeejj..I beg u..and its always to wait for Maan & Geet to make up 😉

    • janememe

      April 24, 2013 at 8:51 am

      Savitha why u worry babes…Maan haina sab kuch acche ke liye he hota hai…little bit of worry, little bit sadness, a good laugh and life goes on ;))

  10. abi

    April 23, 2013 at 2:14 pm

    lovely update
    maan’s hatred towards hsi father is growing on and ist good and he will get to know the intention of that good for nothing father
    waiting for maaneet to patch up

    • janememe

      April 24, 2013 at 8:52 am

      Abi thanks for your comments ;)) Ajeet is definitely good for nothing lollllllll

  11. Dee

    April 25, 2013 at 1:33 pm

    Hi Jane,
    I started reading TRP today and couldn’t stop till I read all 49 parts, it really was quite amazing. I love you writing style and the depth of your characterization. I can’t wait to read further. I gonna read your other works now.

    • janememe

      April 25, 2013 at 2:43 pm

      HEy Dee OMG you must have some stamina to go through all of those!! they re long ;)) I am glad you enjoyed sunday next part ;)) So how did you come across my blog?

      • drdee142

        April 28, 2013 at 5:03 am

        I’m a big Maaneet fan and your blog was one of the recommended blogs, I checked it out & knew that I’d stumbled across a great blog. I also was a regular member of India Forums during Geet, now just browse there sometimes
        I’m a voracious reader and read quite fast. I’m actually quite a book addict that’s the reason I loved your blog cause you write so well.
        I’ve read so many FF’s but there are very few that utilize good vocabulary & characterization in their plots. Looking forward to read the rest of your works

      • janememe

        April 28, 2013 at 10:28 am

        Grins! Nice to know I am recommended ;)) And I hope u enjoyed reading the other stuff too. There is so much material still unposted mainly poems I need to sort out one day! Time is my enemy! ;))

  12. Chetna

    April 29, 2013 at 6:18 am

    Hi dear..intense emotional update….Maaneet fight! Poor Geet! Maan was a bit harsh! sorry 4 late likes n comments! 🙂

    • janememe

      April 29, 2013 at 8:59 am

      Hey Chetna swaaryy no thank you ;)) Glad you commented ;))

  13. nesha2017

    March 4, 2018 at 10:47 am

    He regret it
    Wl he discover the danger which is coming

    • janememe

      March 4, 2018 at 12:01 pm

      U are going through them fastttttttt!! :))


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